Losing my dad....

I’m so sad.

Don’t know if I’ll get a call that he’s gone or if I’ll be there

Really, he is already gone – he is not my dad anymore

Just a body in pain

But it really hurts

I’m not so good at talking about it

And my family is – well my family

I am just sitting here thinking about what life is going to be with him really gone

And, I know… I know…..

But still I’m crying….