Sunday, October 13, 2013

Same Old Same Old

Life goes on
Tom is doing well over all
but he has his highs and lows -- literally
yesterday was a bad day
we went to a party and his sugar shot to over 400 then he went below 70
up and down twice more in the day

it is so difficult for him

he doesn't discuss it with me
doesn't want me to ask
but I know
and I ask

he responds
almost embarrassed

I feel badly for him
but at the same time angry

this is nothing to be embarrassed about
and he is allowed to accept help

I think maybe that's the worst part -- that he still thinks getting help is a weakness

frustrating for me!